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new tee from hongkong white chocolate^^
what a tough week... monday went to clearing house for my bounce cheque again.. -_-" tuesday i cant balance.. -_-" consecutively two days i have problems... i dont know what to say.. |
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| 091209, wednesday. i supposed to work from last wednesday to this sunday.. consecutively 10 days! i cant imagine it.. luckily my good buddy xiaoting let me have a day off this wednesday.. i end up having two appointments in a day.. i had a morning appointment with shereen at esplanade... helping her as her makeup model for her portfolio.. my gosh.. the first makeup is really dramatic.. the second makeup is more natural.. thanks to shereen! i got my brows trimmed by her!  
after the makeup session, had another appointment with ceres's manager.. he gave me 3 days to think about the answer.. whether to take up the job as Financial Planner... ....... ..
i have never liked being a financial planner/ insurance agent at all.. but for now this is the only job that pays well... becos of it's commission! i wouldnt want to continue working with fixed pay and manager that dont allow to claim overtime... i go to work everyday, i see different and all kinds of people popping by... and i thought what is the most important thing in life? i still dont know..and i guess there's no answer to it.. 101209, thursday work.. i feel damn tired... no motivation at work at all... i made at least one mistake per day.. i dont care about how others see me anymore.. i think i am juz plain unlucky.. -_______-"' ZARA
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some random photos i took..
in just a blink of an eye, it is december already.. the year is coming to an end... it is holiday seasons.. yet i cant feel the holiday mood at all.. nothing to look forward to.. and everything seems like a routine... alright.. it's gonna be another dreadful day at work tmr again.. ciao~ |
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yesterday had well spent my off day.. visited the neighbour country with yishi.. it was a less than half an hour ride to reach.. the things there are much more cheaper.. we watched christmas carols over there for RM6.. and the cinema is cathay..will catch a movie there again in the future... back to work today.. roster out. and my schedule for the next two weeks is so sucks.. two whole weeks only two rest days... i cant imagine... this can be totally no life.. i desperately need time for family, friends and myself... T^T i wanna change a job~!! |
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| sunday. shopping day with yiping.   |
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